This spring, like many, I have decided to do a little spring cleaning. For me, it's not necessarily in the household, going through my things and cleaning out, kind of cleaning. This year, it's focused on my life and preparing for goodness to come in the coming months, and most importantly, clearing out people that no longer apply to my life.
As much as I know some people need to go (particularly one person), it's not easy. It's not easy because they are on a quick descent to killing themselves and I have made the personal decision to not stand by and watch. Things might have been different if they weren't in denial, but they are, and show signs that they don't want to change their behavior. And for that reason alone, I can't be there to support them. I was appalled today when on fb (yeah, I know what you're thinking) I saw how they posted about how they are once again drinking. Mind you, only a few weeks ago they woke up in the hospital strapped to a bed and almost died from drinking too much. I also saw how they're dating, a lot, and having these random men around their 3 1/2 year old daughter. It's irritating and frustrating and a prime example of why you shouldn't bring a child into this world until you are stable enough, emotionally and financially, and with a partner. Like puppies, babies grow up, and won't always be there 'to love you'.
Anyways, that brings me to a new topic: weirdos and creepers and terrible pick up lines. As some know, I have been attracting this kind of attention for the last few weeks. Last night, while at the mall with NJ, some dude/creeper walks out towards us, looks me up and down, and says "You're my favorite, I choose you". Come on. Really? I think I'm going to lock myself indoors for a while and hide out. And yes, I'm totally serious. What's the point? They're everywhere nowadays and it doesn't seem like you can go out without running into at least one.
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