Stress Hit Me Like A Bus Flying Down The Road Not Paying Attention

I have gotten a comment made to me multiple times before stating that "I do not stress ever". When I reply, "ha! more than you know", people just tend to respond with, "ok ok I am wrong". Well, I had one of those days where stress hit me like a bus flying down the road not paying attention. It was uber lame. Internal crisis... oh lordy. When driving... god help me. Hahaha... But really, when you are not prepared to have a stress meltdown, it perpetuates the situation. Normally I just try to take life in strides and not worry about the small stuff. Money, essentially is a small thing that man created, and we put so much emphasis on its importance that sometimes we have misguided judgment about what life should be about. Yes, unfortunately, my stress today was caused by looking at my checking account and getting an estimate on what it would cost to ship a package to Santa Monica over night. I almost shit my pants, figuratively speaking. I am calmer now, but not complete. Money comes. It always does. Now I just have to wait. Even a small amount (a few hundred) would help take the stress away. I know, how pathetic am I? Where a few hundred bucks can make or break you. But, it is the world we live in. And heavens forbid I actually go out and try to find a jobby job sans designing.... the thought has crossed my mind. But it is just a thought. Hmmm.... What is a girl supposed to do to get a head in this world? Sleep with everyone and anyone? Maybe. You tell me....