Monday, September 29, 2008

No Going Home!

You heard me. NO GOING HOME! Last night I got an email that made me smile from ear to ear. It wasn't anything special. No comforting overtones. No idea of my current life's strides and stipulations. No, it was a simple, four letter, one line email that literally made my day - 'Yeah Thursday is cool.' It brought the drive back out of me after weeks of stress, worry and frustration. The person who wrote it has no idea and probably never will, but that's o.k. They don't need to know. If anything, they just need to know they can make me smile and that I'm happy of the thought of seeing them very soon.

So today I wore my U of O green jacket with pride. Pride because I was saying goodbye to my life in Oregon and the states. Pride because today was a new day on my path to not going home, to staying in London, thinking positively, putting out the good vibes the universe needs to help me along the way and having one hell of a ride. Pride because I am going to find a way to stay no matter what! To somehow bypass the bullshit economy and banks that are being flushed down the toilet. Pray that people who can help but haven't will. Anything is possible. And what I want to be possible is to stay in London. Money sorted. Good to go. NO GOING HOME!

2 comments:

sat nana said...

Does that mean you are getting a job?!?! love, God

sat nana said...

dear bea....nana...me..did not write that, as i would have signed it love,goddess. JOB!!!what's that shit???